i woke up feeling 80% happy, but within 10 mins, this 80% depleted to a mere 30%. i keep on asking myself, why do you do this to me? you know what it's like to be in this situation, so why do u put others through it also? u said that you'll be there for me should i need you de, but you lied. now, after we've broken up, all you can think of is your DOTA games. fine, then i hope you play until your fingers rot. harsh, but what else can i say?

up till now u never wanna admit that i was right, that everything was due to YOUR selfishness. if you do admit that i'm right, you'll go all noble on me, saying ya la ya la, it's my fault. seriously, to hell with you. in the past, i kept pitying you. and i was nice to you in every possible way. i loved evrything you gave me, and i appreciated everything you did for me. maybe that's where i was wrong.

when i did that, you started to think tt whatver you did was a big deal. which it wasn't. every normal guy, if he loved his gf, he would have done this for her.

i really really hate you. it's as though, you brought me high up, into the sky, or further beyond that, just to drop me down from that height. now, after falling, i've made a crater that i can't get out from. i'm clawing at the dirt around me, scrambling like mad to just get out of the pit, just to go on with life. i'm scared,alone,confused,lost,angry,hurt,dissapointed..

you suck, big time. both you and i know that. but why, does it seem in the end, that i'm the loser? i know it's not because i'm one. but i duno how you manage to manipulate the whole situation until it became like this. ya, ya, you are gonna say that i think to much AGAIN. i thought i was over the whole breakup thing le. i thought that ws all childish and it belonged in the past.. i thought that you would rough it out with me, no matter how tough the storm was..

yup. you guessed it. that's where i was wrong again. totally utterly wrong with a big X.

Name: God's princess
Age: 21
School: NTU
Church: JCC (:
D.O.B: 22nd Jan 1988
"trust no one, but yourself"

to love God wholeheartedly
to be content
to go overseas to study
new life
to get a car
successful career
to be able to forget

"promise me that you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think."

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