.Thursday, March 27, 2008 ' 7:05 PM Y
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放肆的尽情挥霍
那一年玩的多疯
你和我站上全世界的最快乐的颠峰
等着雨停的午后
你希望此刻永久
而现在永久就是永久的牢笼
让我一直在等候
等待后面是等待
更沉默的等待
然后咬紧了牙关
等待更多的等待
如果你爱过我你不会就这样走就这样丢下我和那些天真承诺如果我再也不不能再更多的承受痛哭之后却又咬紧牙关你最爱哪个歌手
最爱吃什么火锅
最爱把小小的脸轻轻的靠在我胸口
这城市每个角落
回忆都霸占街头
我知道你会想起雨停的时候
我知道你会回头继续飘流
do you know that these are the words that i want you to say to me? and the chorus is exactly how i feel now. although it's getting better, bit by bit, it doesn't help that you're still so.. so indifferent to all these. you go about doing all your things like you're enjoying this breakup. well, can't fault you for that, but
all i'll do is to prove that i can do the same too.it's super hard.
everywhere i go, my thoughts are filled with memories of you.. of us. ask me to avoid all these places? den i might as well stay at home. oops, wrong, at home i have even more memories of you.
all the promises you made, all the arguments that we made, all the reconciliation..the bus rides, the places, the movies, the shopping centres, the MRT rides...me leaning against you, you supporting me.. the kisses, the endless tears, the sleepless nights.. the never ending phone conversations, the singing sessions..i can go on and on and on, but what purpose would it serve eventually?
none. get a grip, get a life.
that's all i can do for now. move on, a step at a time.
hopefully, with each passing day, things will be better by a substatial amount. reminder to self: time heals all wounds
