Someday never really comes, does it?

.Wednesday, April 16, 2008 ' 5:23 AM Y

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man.. reali. God has showered his love on me. this sounds so hypocrtical now, after i just posted the last post. but reali.. there is no other way to describe it.

i thought that no one loved me, no one cared. but i was wrong. dead, dead wrong. here goes.

my shoutout goes to.. (in no order of importance)

1) Daddy!

amazing but true. i remember asking myself after listening to Rev. Chang's sermon that what has my parents done for me to show God's love to me? and .. alot. my dad right, he isn't a person who will sayang you.. he just "plays" with the two of us by humouring us once in while with his antics. but yesterday, he was on leave. and he was reali nice to me. he went out and bought for me. he's kind of a thrifty person, but when it comes to the welfare of both of us, he spends as much as we want him to. i mean. he came and asked me what i wanted for lunch. he said he was going to yew tee. usually when he goes there he'll buy bee hoon for us coz it's nice. so i said, bee hoon lor. and can i have herbal chicken soup also? (: (with the puppy dog eyes, of course) and he went ya la ya la. so typical of him. but he did buy it in the end! the original shop was closed, and so he went to source for another one, just because he wanted to buy it for me! and then... he went to Bukit Panjang to repair my sister's shoe. so he asked me if i wanted to eat dessert or not, without me requesting him to do so! and he insisted that i eat. it was very nice of him coz like i said, he's very thrifty and doesn't spend unnecessarily de. and today, cause my paper ended at 630, he came and picked me up! (he usually can't be bothered to do so de.) so ya, that's daddy.

2) Mummy!

she surprised me with a Mars Bar yesterday night when she came back from work! coincidentally i was studying for my astro exam. (Mars bar, Mars the planet, get it???) lol. and she cooked for me today! as in, i requested her to cook my fav egg, and though it meant more work for her, cause she would have to clean up the kitchen, she did! (:

3) wen wen!

she came and talked to me yesterday, or rather, the day before yesterday. we talked alot. (; and mostly about God. she was kinda concerned about me. lol. and then, she lay on my stomach and fell asleep.. lol.

4) mindy, mandy and josel!

all of you didn't forget me. reali. you all constantly msged me, and kept me in your prayers, and i thank each one of you. very very much. (: i reali can feel your love. muacks!

5) edith and ben and JR !

thanks so much guys. when i was confused and lost and going crazy, you all were there. no questions asked, no reasons why, you all were just there. now all i hope is that i can make up for lost time with you all. i missed you all so very much, esp you edith ger.. (:

so ya! who says God doesn't work in my life. (oops, ya. tt was me. =x) i'm reali sorry, and all i wanna say is that i was wrong. God indeed shows his love through men. i only hope i can do the same for someone else, one day. meanwhile.. thank you guys. every single one of you!

reminder to self : do not, EVER doubt God again.