.Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' 7:34 AM Y
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you know.. i wanna say this for a very long time le.
ken, i miss you.
as in.. i duno. but i feel very very happy when i'm out with you. in all the pictures that we took, i felt i was truly happy. all the memories we shared.. thank you so much. apart from all our fights and quarells, you reali looked out for me when we were together.
you tried your best to be a good bf i guess. and i tried to be a good gf too, but perhaps we were just too different. but one thing i know, in our relationship, we never, ever cheated on each other. my heart belonged to you only, and i knew you too, only had me in yours. lol. though i had to compete with ur computer and ur frens and family for ur attention, i knew at least no other girl could replace me. maybe.. just maybe.. we'll be together again. i duno. i feel.. that onli you're the only guy would do so much for me. but i hope u'll never ever get to read this coz u'll take me for granted again, i feel, though it's inevitable. but reali. i often fantasise about walking down the aisle of JCC with you in front, waiting for me on our wedding day. and i think u'll be the happiest guy on earth and i too, will be the happiest girl, if we ever happen to make it that far. you've never despised me for the way i look, and u were just being frank in ur comments, when u said i was a little plump. but still, u worked hard so tt u could "beef up" to support my weight i guess. *smiles to self* u reali were nice when u were nice. but when u were bad.......................
when we were together, we felt we were like an old couple who's been through so much. like we were past certain childish points le.. lol. but, ya.. i miss you. you were reali sweet to me. (:
i was so scared i'd fall off the boat so i clung onto u for my dear life.. lol.
i like this picture very much. it's very comforting to know that i've got you.. (at tt time)
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k. now for the PULSE anniversary. kudos to the team for making it a
great success! we all looked so pretty and sweet. keke.
this year.. i thank God for..
1) my
new cell, Fishing for Friends!
2)
the people around me who love me so much.. *in church and school and my sec sch frens* (reali too many to list le. alot alot alot)
3) my family
4)
PJ!!!5) the
lessons that God has been trying to teach me, both good and bad..
man. yesterday was great. the food was good, the committee's performance was great.. had a good time of fellowhip with my table ppl. ok, maybe not all. but it was reali nice.
a change after the usual anniversaries. thinking about all the YRF people tt were there brought tears to my eyes, coz we were disbanded le. i miss my leaders.. wa~
but i reali broke down when i saw the "skit" by the committee. reali. especially about the part where God was trying so hard to pull us back.
i was thinking of my life. that was where i was at. i was trying so frantically to find him. he's trying to pull me back,
but i also had to, on my part, want to be drawn to him. if not, no amount of pulling would help. i'm so surrounded by the worldly things and am so enthralled by them.
i shouldn't.ok.. the pics!!!
my dearest YRF.. gonna
miss u guys loads..
altogether now!! spot me!!
20 yrs of frienship and still counting!! buddies..
sisters for life!!
family... *aww*
that pretty much sums up the whole night. though these pics were onli taken like 10 mins before we vacated the premises, but we had a splendid night nonetheless. thank you God for this wonderful 5 years of blessings that You have showered upon us. there is nothing that we could ask for more.. we started out because of you.. and i pray that we'll continue because of you too. i pray that PULSE will grow in wisdom and stature, and that all of us would truly learn the meaning of "heartbeat of God, heartbeat for man."
*ps.i took a picture with the handsome weiyang, but i need his permission to upload the pic first though. keke. ty weiyang for the pic! (:
