.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 6:30 AM Y
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you know, throughout my whole life, many a time, i feel that
my friends are more impt than my family. u see, my frens are the ones who remember what i'm going through, and constantly ask about me, and show care and concern more than any of my family members. perhaps that is the case why i love them more than my family.
particularly when i'm attached, i tend to give my all in a relationship because i seldom get this kind of care from my family. a person who is willing to listen to ur day, a person whom u can always count on, a person which you know whatever happens, will be on ur side (occasionally, in ken's case).. but ya. my point is that the frens that i have seem more concerned than anyone else in my family!
they constantly msg me, keep me in their prayers, ask about me, etc..but when it comes to my family. *sigh* they're so brusque. they don't reali want to ask about my day, my mum is concerned about having her own private time, my sis can't be bothered with me, and my dad.. he just watches channel newsasia all the time. oh well..
they all want me out of their way. don't tell me things like, they care about you de. just tt u may not see it only.. erm. i'm not a three year old kid that is to be lied to like tt. please give me some credit.
and anyway, i think that as parents, it is right that they should provide for me. as in.. when they decided to have me, they should know the onus was on them to bring me up properly, like any other sane parent. right?
just like a goal keeper. when they save a goal, no one will praise them, coz its their job! but if they don't, then perhaps we have a right to be harsher on them... grr.
sigh. ok. i still miss ken. wondering when he will contact me again.
soon, i hope..
