.Monday, May 12, 2008 ' 11:13 PM Y
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empowerment! lol. that's what i sorta feel now. but i know once the night comes, it gets reali jia lat and i'll end up missing him and everything.
but ya. ben was telling me, if i constantly think that i've put in so much and hence i dun wanna pull out, and end up putting in some more effort, but in the end, its still the same, might as well cut it now. and
cut my losses. crude, but logical.was thinking about the quote
"dubito ergo cogito; cogito ergo sum." (i doubt, therefore i think; i think therefore i am)
-rene descartes- you know, people around me that i'm thinking too much etc etc.. but uncle wong mui, at one of our family sessions, told me,
don't ever stop thinking. and he was the first person who told me that. and he said,
a good mind is also needed to love God. the bible did say, "love the Lord your God with all of your heart, mind, soul and strength." but often, we love with the other three, but not the mind.
so you see,
sometimes thinking helps. and the quote rather expresses why i think.
i doubt, that's why i bother to take another step forward to think, and because i think, i am whoever i am. that is it. its my being. its what my thoughts are that make me who i am. hence, to me, thinking seems critical and i admire people who put alot of thoughts into their decisions.
anyone can do rash things, but it takes the wise ones to think. i'm striving towards there though. i'm still in the rash part. talk before i think. but hey, i'm willing to learn. that's step one.
so ya.. just a thought for today. i'm enjoying my hols. chilling, relaxing, reading, playing the piano, doing whatever i want. going for a chalet on friday and i'm looking forward to that. (:
bliss.
