heya peeps! in better spirits today.

i finally got out of the house.
went shopping with my sis at orchard.
she bought a NUM (david and goliath) shirt for me. (:
so generous of her. keke.
thanks wen! *hugs*

also bought a mango racer back.
GSS people! (kinda self explanatory)
spend, spend, spend!!
my poor sis is kinda broke though. (no pun intended)

a really attentive and hot NUM guy served us.
my sis and i were talking abt him,
even after leaving the shop.
guys like him are rare.
good-looking and gentlemanly.
he was very nice to the both of us.
prob coz of my sis's good looks.
fwahahaha.

went to play wii at sam tan's house for PJ.
played boxing with min hui until our arms ache.
shared abt our lives and updated each other.
ben is gonna go to vietnam.
to get a gf/wife. hopefully. lol.
*fingers crossed for him*
love the bantering between the both of us sometimes.
still love each other at the end of the day. (:

still miss ken alot.
sigh.

tired.
___

i was thinking. he once told me that he didn't believe in chasing a person back. if its meant to be yours, or if the other party reali wants you, they'll come back to you de, no need for him to chase back.

so, that got me thinking. is that what is he doing to me? what if i thought like him and heeded his words?

i'll just wait for him to come back, and if he's mine he'll return eventually?

den what are we doing? a waiting game? to see who lasts out the longest? if the both of us thought like him, den how?

if he doesn't make a move to want me back, and i don't make a move to want him back, (coz acc. to him, he says that if a person is reali yours, they'll come back), in the end we'll just both not get back, but drift apart.

right?

oh well. just a thought.

many a time, i wanted to sms him to tell him how much i miss him, and how much i love him. but according to him, not doing anything should be the way. so i refrain from doing so. besides, i dun wanna look like a loser who can't get over him and give him the mentality that he has the upper hand coz he can get away with murder. and with what he's putting me through, its close to that..

all our happy times were short-lived. i mean, reali short. as in, hours.

ya. just a thought.

Name: God's princess
Age: 21
School: NTU
Church: JCC (:
D.O.B: 22nd Jan 1988
"trust no one, but yourself"

to love God wholeheartedly
to be content
to go overseas to study
new life
to get a car
successful career
to be able to forget

"promise me that you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think."

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