.Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ' 7:05 PM Y
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i've been thinking recently, and i thank God for the wonderful group of frens that i have. i reali can never thank them enough. especially the church ppl.
our community is so tight that we can like, share anything and just suddenly meet up and just chill and have fun. at ordinary places. i feel all these ordinary people lead extraordinary lives.
kudos to my cell leaders who have taught me alot. and i'm still learning from them every day of my life. i wouldn't have it any other way.
to the frens in JCC, there are so many. josel and charis popped by my place yesterday. its like so normal macham we like family like that.
that's the community that i want. you know. it makes me think that my life could revolve round church and its so self contained. they're all i'll ever need to fall back on. i mean, apart from God la. i'm so thankful for them.
actually, i've been thinking, what lessons has God taught me the past few years of my life. i'm already 20 and although i have nothing to my name, and half the time, i'm so blur about the things that are happening around me, i'm thankful that people still love me for who i am. sometimes i wonder if they'll ever gossip about me, but i think that even if they talk about me, its only to make fun or tease me. like what jason said, if its friendly teasing then no one minds. but if its like to make a jab at someone, then i think its not fair. haha.
don't ask me why am i blogging about such stuff man.
anyway, i think that work is a good thing for me. im sooo tired everyday that all i wanna do is sleep. but i still make the effort to go out with ken. and he also does make the effort to meet me although he's damn tired. so i guess its all right. (: and because of work, i got no time to pick quarrells with ken and i don't have the enrgy to argue with him le. perhaps this is what army is doing to him ba, but his is a long term thing. he doesn't have the energy to think beyond what is needed. i still do, becuase that is my character i guess. haha. there's always so much i want to say about him. keke. think our stage is kinda the stable stage now? think la. but not confirm.
oh ya. but he was reali sweet yesterday. we had dinner together. we ta bao-ed to my place. we had orh jian, char kuay teow and cai dau kui. all the typical singaporean dishes. haha. super full lor.
shoots!! feel like eating clam chowder now. grr.
okie. shall learn to be content for now. (:
*mindy's posts are always so inspiring and it gets me thinking even further. lol. ya i know. i think too much already.
