.Saturday, July 26, 2008 ' 12:50 AM Y
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ken ken ken... i miss you, i need you.
when the whole world doesn't want to listen,
you were the only one who responded,
to my pleas,
to my
cries of desperation.but along the way,
i also dunno what happened.
now, for whatever shit that comes my way,
i'm alone.
friends who said that they would be there,
are not.i don't blame them.
it's only human,
to not go all out for a person,
that you barely know.
you messaged me today,
"hi, i kinda miss you"
my response,
was the only one i knew.
to complain about
how my life was,
without you..
i'm sorry.
i shouldn't have.
but your one message,
helped me get through,
everything.
all the crap that i have been undertaking,
i stayed silent.knowing that somewhere,
somehow,
you still think of me..
and
i am missed.in life, i never gave up,
i stayed positive,
because
you were by my side.you gave me hope to.
we were on the same side,
fighting alongside each other.now..
just don't ask.
i've said it to you a thousand times,
and i'll say it again.
"i would rather a life of suffering,with you by my side,rather than to have a good life,without you.."ho ken..
i'm typing this,
out of desperation.
but i don't want to let you know,
directly,
how much i need and want you.
because in the end,
you may sympathise
with me,
and we'll be together again.
but none of our problems,will ever get solved.it's been so long since
i felt in love..
i forgot the feeling already.
its still there,
but its so hazy...
you were the one who taught me
the meaning of
love,
hope,
faith.
so why are u taking it
all away from me?
i still believe..
somewhere..
somehow,
we'll make it.
i love you,now, and forever..one msg,
get's me through the day.
your voice,
gets me through the night.
now,
i can't get through.
day or night...
i can't tell the difference anymore.
life without you is a blank.*God, you are not forgotten,
but am i?
