sigh. another day, another whirlwind of activities, another day of heartbreak.

i guess this mark is never gonna leave me. i know i leave by the motto that i don't regret the things that i did, but just the things that i didn't do, but after all, i did make that one fatal mistake. that is hndering me from moving on, or, away.

sigh. how? i'm living in the shadows of the things that i did. and there's no way i can turn back time. i guess i can only ask God for forgiveness and see what He says about this. even if He can forgive me, i don't think i ever can forgive myself.

there's never going to be a solution to this, and i guess, all i can say is that, its do or die. this whole thing just keeps nagging at me from the back of my mind..

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thanks al. for the reminder that its ok to err, and because of God's love, he died for me. and i'm worth it, "cuz he loves (me) alot alot alot."

Name: God's princess
Age: 21
School: NTU
Church: JCC (:
D.O.B: 22nd Jan 1988
"trust no one, but yourself"

to love God wholeheartedly
to be content
to go overseas to study
new life
to get a car
successful career
to be able to forget

"promise me that you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think."

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fren
Edith
Jun Hao
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min hui
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debra
jason
kimberly
hannah
ruth
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mand
jo