.Monday, September 8, 2008 ' 4:26 PM Y
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"i'm attached."
two words.
my heart broke.
its gonna be a long long solitary journey. with me and God. like what Julia says in the script, "at least i know i've got God."
fine, choose the easier way out. i thought you real changed for me. at the end of the day, everything is just a lie. a facade. promises? were meant to be broken.
i wasn't mad. my heart shattered, and i was numb. i know the torrent of tears will hit later. school, home, church... life still goes on huh? i cannot base my life on you.. coz if i do, life will suck. rememeber huiling, audience of one. who am i living for?
den again, who am i trying to kid?
i'm staying still. still gonna wait. against all, i'll still wait.
all the best in ur new relationship.
it'll be hard. but i'll survive. i'll survive. i WILL survive, get it? not gonna break down.
new motto: trust no one, but yourself.