.Monday, September 15, 2008 ' 7:06 AM Y
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this weekend was kinda ok.
didn't real have much time to brood over you,
but i still thought of you nonetheless.friday i slept in and skipped class.
went out with von and linnet to orchard.
had quite abit of fun, for awhile.
i had music practice so i went home quite late.
knocked out as soon as my head touched the pillow. (:
thank God for that feeling which i thought i would never feel again.
saturday i woke up to ur dreaded sms.
had tuition in the morning.
found out who your girl was.
a bit affected.
had dance in the aftenoon,
inevitably thought about the times you picked me up from church.
at night, went out for dinner and a movie with ross.
for the longest time,
i only attributed movies to the both of us.
but now..
i'm beginning to learn to stand on my feet again.
still unsteady, but still..
sunday you didn't come to church.
wondered where were you for awhile.
kinda relieved that you didn't turn up, i must say.
had meetings..
chilled for awhile till dialect was over.
went out for dinner with family.
wanted to watch SSO concert, but it was raining.
played scrabble with family, whilst watching Herbie.
brought back a string of memories.
pushed them out of my mind.
momentary bliss.i came in second.
my sister was first.
today, woke up to ur sms.
u broke u with tt girl.
i was at peace.but deep down, i know this battle is far from over.
u'll still go on chasing,
until u destroy urself,
and leave a trail of broken hearts.
i'll still try..
"but they took pleasure in the error,because the error protected them."your take, i guess.
