.Monday, October 20, 2008 ' 1:38 AM Y
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can one reali make love out of nothing at all?
it's been a tough weekend. gonna be tougher still i guess. but one day, i'll see the end of the tunnel de.
people around me are constantly trying to cheer me up and i thank God for each one of you, but sometimes, i feel its pointless. it's my own battle. gotta fight it myself. sometimes, i just feel so overwhelmed. i've got personal problems, schoolwork, church stuff... how do ppl juggle everything? it's not easy at all. :s
it's so easy to be selfish. being selfless is sometimes hard. but i guess that's the devil trying to con me that that would be an easier way out.
do you know the extent of the damage caused? at times i wanna kill you, at other times, i just can't help thinking that i wanna give up and just throw away all self dignity and ask u back in my life again. but will it change anything? i guess this is the name of the game called love.
evrytime i see wedding pics, wedding couples, wedding related stuff, i smile to myself. i keep thinking am i ever gonna get there? will i ever love someone so passionately again? the times that i had with u was, so, intense. there isn't a better word to describe it.
u know. yesterday i turned on the tv, to watch pan's labyrinth, but i couldn't get thru it. 10 mins into the show and i gave up. tears just flooded my eyes. i gave up. how am i supposed to get thru all the 50-odd movies that we watched together, being aired on tv? just thinking about it puts my mind in panic mode already...
are we going to be irreconcilable right to the end?
what was the gulf that seperated us?
i'm lost for words.. watching mr and mrs smith reminds me so much of how the passion, chemistry and desire we had for each other. but i guess at the end of the day, when all these are not kept in check, it'll just merely cause a fire.
escapism.
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Air Supply
Making Love Out of Nothing at all
I know just how to whisper,
And I know just how to cry;
I know just where to find the answers;
And I know just how to lie.
I know just how to fake it,
And I know just how to scheme;
I know just when to face the truth,
And then I know just when to dream.
And I know just where to touch you,
And I know just what to prove;
I know when to pull you closer,
And I know when to let you loose.
And I know the night is fading,
And I know that time's gonna fly;
And Im never gonna tell you everything
I've got to tell you,
But I know I've got to give it a try.
And I know the roads to riches,
And I know the ways to fame;
I know all the rules
And then I know how to break em'
And I always know the name of the game.
But I dont know how to leave you,
And Ill never let you fall;
And I dont know how you do it,
Making love out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all,
(making love)
Out of nothing at all,
(making love)
Out of nothing at all,
(making love)
Out of nothing at all,
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all.
Every time I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair;
And every star in the sky is taking aim
At your eyes like a spotlight,
The beating of my heart is a drum,
and its lostAnd its looking for a rhythm like you.
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.
I've got to follow it, cause everything I know,
well its nothing till I give it to you.
I can make the run or stumble,
I can make the final block;
And I can make every tackle,
at the sound of the whistle,
I can make all the stadiums rock.
I can make tonight forever,
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn;
And I can make you every promise that has ever been made,
And I can make all your demons be gone.
But I'm never gonna make it without you,
Do you really want to see me crawl?
And I'm never gonna make it like you do,
Making love out of nothing at all.
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love).....
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what's the use of knowing so many things, when i don't have the person that i want to apply all these things to?
