.Friday, November 21, 2008 ' 10:39 AM Y
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i've decided. i'm going to give him up.
reali, totally give him up.
yupp.
that's what i'm going to do.
i've thought about it.
it's no use me crying and trying my best to delude myself.
i envision myself,
if i ever meet him on the streets one day,
i will give him my sweetest smile,
and ask him how is he.
if he is with his gf,
i would smile and greet the both of them.
it may be awkward,
but i'll still go over,
and say hi first.
i'll be dressed prettily that day.
as when i go to town,
with make up and all.
at the end of the conversation,
i'd end it of with,
"let's keep in contact,
and remember to invite to your wedding.."
and this time,
i'll mean it.
and i'll give them my truest blessing,
no more, no less.
i'll let it be known that
he was the one who lost me,
and the best that he could find,
not vice versa.
it would be his loss,
not mine~
what's the use of clinging on to smth that was never meant to be yours?
if i fall down,
i'll just brush off the dirt,
and pick myself up,
like i've done the past 20 years.
not a big deal,
not a big issue either.
from now,
he's just going to be another fren that i had.
and in the meantime,
i'm going to wait for another prince charming,
to sweep me off my feet.
he may not be a prince exactly,
but he'd act like one..
i'd try my best. (:
