.Friday, December 19, 2008 ' 7:07 AM Y
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back from bali. i had loads oif fun over there. wihthout our cell phones, it's as though we only had each other for company. all the kids reali got along together reali well. by the end of 7 days, i think i can safely say that i know weiyang better.
this whole trip has been a been a real roller coaster. there were times where i felt lost, other times, confused, then the state of thinking too much.. yea. i know. you must be thinking, wth?! on a holiday also can like tt meh? oh well. i'm a person who thinks alot, irregardless of the situation or the place. sigh.
but coming back to singapore, the song tt hit my head first was michael learns to rock's that's why you go away. sigh. i guess at the end of the day, i still miss him. but it's ok. i'll be moving... one step at a time. this feeling sucks. but *Sigh*, there's nothing much i can do about it also.
we went to eat teppanyaki in Bali, and i remembered the only time i ever ate teppanyaki was with him. and on valentine's day. memories like these still haunt me. all i could do was to tell myself, at least now, the memory of eating teppanyaki would not belong to him only. but i duno how long i can last like that. it's ok la. i'll get over it in time.
the only question s, how long later? oh well. if it took jen 4 years to get over bradd, i guess my months of torment tentamount to nothing?
why do i love you? that is still the question. makes no sense. =s i dun make sense.
i still have probs uploadin the pics on facebook but if its up, u guys can go view it. i had a blast.
