.Tuesday, January 6, 2009 ' 11:20 PM Y
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omg. i'm so freaking frustrated.
here goes..
maybe it's due to the planning of my bday party,
i have so many things to do.
the catering and cake itself is killing me already.
=s
fortunately my great uni frens have decided to help me
in all other aspects.
den when i thought things can finally get on track
i fight (not exactly fight per say) with my buddy
whoa.
maybe in the past i didn't have so much things on hand
so i could slowly think things through like i want to
but this time,
whatever i think, i think it comes out wrong
as in,
when i'm trying to explain,
it messes everything up even further.
but if dun explain,
i'll feel very pent up
because i'm one that always lets my feelings known.
so how?
ignore also cannot,
continue like tt also bu she ban fa.
dun even know if she'll get the wrong idea when she reads this.
ugh.
so freaking frustrated right now~
just when i thought i had things under control.
guess ultimately,
i'm just a person
who wants no strings attached.
perhaps that's how i want ppl to show love to me ba
with no strings attached also
i feel, so, stressed.
so obligated.
so irritated.
so frustrated.
dun ask me where all these feelings stem from
i'm half as confused,
so dun ask me to explain my confused self further.
i'm done with explanations
with expectations
with everything.
surrender.
