sealed with a kiss

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keep busy.

that's what i did.

woke up at 10, went to get ingredients, baked an incrediby hard to do cheesecake for PJ. didn't feel like doing at all since there were already alot of blisters on my fingers thanks to my eczyma but i had to do something. i wasn't concentrating at all.

things that went wrong:

i lifted the mixer up too early and cream cheese flew all over the place.

stained my mum's blue bowl pink because i was doing the jelly.

unable to dissolve the bloody gelatine.

carelessly picked up the pyrex dish and ended up having pink jelly liquid all over the floor.

stained my dad's white hard rock shirt pink in the process.

unable to get the sticky-ness from the jelly off the floor. (after mopping 3 times)

unable to get the sticky-ness of the bowls that i used to mix the raspberry jelly.

left my soup too long in the microwave and it splattered inside, all over the microwave.

burnt my Don's pie to a bitter black crust.

dropped my fork in my mum's room whilst eating.

fingers start to get worse due to the tons of detergent and soap that i used

i keep thinking, it can't get any worse already... , right? sigh. it never rains, but it pours. going on to dissect sam chapt 3 now. oh God, give me strength to get through this. it's only 3 in the afternoon, but it feels like eternity.