.Saturday, May 16, 2009 ' 9:48 AM Y
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can you stay strong?
can you go on?
ho ken are you doing okay?
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i saw this coming the whole time,
and i dreaded it.
it's your birthday this wednesday.
i remembered that last year i intended
to throw a surprise party for you,
i even got the contacts of ur good army frens already.
but it's ok,
we're over.
guess this week's gonna be tough again.
but i'm gonna make it through,
i know that. (:
i know i'm stronger with every lapse i feel,
and this time,
i feel better already,
after crying.
my mum asked me why i was so quiet,
wen asked me why was i so emo,
i'm glad that ppl close to me notice and care,
but i couldn't answer them.
i just smiled and kept quiet...
yang's advice came back to me,
keep busy.
i will.
things to do:
1) plan lesson for samuel chapt 3
2) meeting with sze min
3) recee-ing for LCC games
4) work on thurs
5) learn parking frm dad on tues
6) plan PJ outing for angels and demons
and then, one week would have flown past again,
very soon.
and this nightmare will be over,
soon.
one step at a time.___
don't waste your whole life trying
to get back what was taken away.
