.Tuesday, July 7, 2009 ' 7:45 AM Y
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at times.. i feel estranged.
like i'm fighting a war,
all by myself.
thing is,
i dun know if i'm fighting on the right side or not.
and for once, this post has nth to do with him.
hahaha.
u know,
i always feel tt the ppl whom i want to show me tt they love me,
don't do it.
but those tt i dun need them to show tt they love me,
do.
well, i guess the affirmation's gd,
but the vice versa is not so gd.
man. ultimately,
am i insecure?
i always thought not.
or perhaps i just am complicated,
or maybe i was just plain wrong.
at times, i think tt ken was reali great to have put up with me
for the longest time.
reali.
and my frens,
those reali close ones.
even i would give up on myself,
i dun understand why u guys don't.
man.
it's been awhile since i thought about things so seriously
until i get a headache.
ok, maybe the best word is not seriously,
it should be loooong.
alot of times,
i choose to escape,
run away,
tune out,
brush off,
everything but...
think.
aiya.
CSI MIAMI.
